Sometimes i have day like today. Day without meaning. Something is bothering me all day, but i dont know what exactly. I dont feel good, but i dont know why. Im not happy, but i dont know why. I should be happy. I have good life. I have so good husband, im living in place where i always wanted to live, i have good health. Everything around me is good. But something is bad inside me. I want to do many things, but i dont have energy to do them. So im just lying in the bed and watching series. And after i feel bad because i didnt do things what i should do. Some days are like this. I wish in these days to find way how to change it. But i know tht I must find it inside me. Only i can change my world.